calmness is key..........................who am i kidding!!!??

do u ever feel that when u come to writng an asigment that u spend more time reading than u do writing?. then look at what uve written and go DUH?!?!?!?!?!?! ive just finished writing part of an assigment and my brain aches!!! so iv came on here to have to rant!!
i know im learning and all, but lins right about the "bag of shit stage" (sorry) when it hits u it hits u. i was at work all last week and the week before beacuse my bosses were away and now i feel quite behind hey ho there back now so all goes back to normal YAY!!!. i think theres a very fine line you have to draw, we all need money to survive (in a sence) i hate the bloody stuff but what would you do to get it ? it makes me think about what we did in fionas class today about heinz collecting up only half the money for his wifes cancer treatment and the drugist say no he wants all the money or he dont get the drug to treat his wife now does heinz do right by his wife and steal the drug or does he let her die as she may die anyway. (i no its two completly different senarios) but do i burn both ends of the candle or cut down on work? i know the answwr i do, its just doing it that posses the problem right i feel brain dead sorry about that cya

its official I HATE TECHNOLOGY!!!!

hi di ho the computer shut off and lost my blog!!. happy days!! anyway wasnt in college today as i got half way there and turned round as i couldnt see ive had a rather bad headache but think it was a sign of a really bad migraine to come!! as it went off after half hour sleep and a few paracetamol. so i have alot of catching up to do i did so a post about newpaper articles a few days ago but it went wrong, so i deleted it. In rachels lesson we was discussing how the media shape our views, and judging from us all we all had alot to offer each of us had our opinion and at points it got heated. but no one tried to force there views down the other persons neck which i thought was refreshing. the article i found was from the BBC news sight mothers are harder on daughters than sons it says that More than one in five of the mums (22%) surveyed agreed with the statement that they let their sons get away with more, turning a blind eye to behaviour for which they would reprimand their girls. i wonder if the same could be said about fathers towards there sons perhaps ?. you dont let one get away with somthing and disapline the other for the same thing. well i wouldnt of thought so but hey i dont have kids.

here we go !!!

had a great laugh at work today but had to lock up sowas one of the last to leave! in soo tired. Then it all of a sudden hit me IM DOING A DEGREE COURSE!!!!!!!!!
degree people, DEGREEE!!!!!! and yes the dredded seven oclock wake up call from the alarm, which im sure will end up shortly on the floor :) At the moment were doing study skills how do u learn and best ways to study to get the best from yourself. alot us now are, i feel coming out of ourselves are speaking up bit more and showing our true colours as its called, i can also say that after the time mangement charts we did i am a strong believer that "there is not enough hours in the day" i realised this when some of the times i put in added up to about thirty hours lol i guess i put down what id like to do realistically, but in reality ive got to get my act together and put my priorites straight last week was the beginning of the roller coaster where your getting on but now i feel im on it, im happy and theres no going back theres only forward. oh yeah!!! that reminds me lets see if i can do this silly hyperlink thing i tried it on my ipad but want apple to hurry up and change the software so that i can change the writing instead of it being a web adress here goes people http://www.cheese.com/ ahhh cheese oh how i have an unhealthy love for it !!!! haha!! (sorry i have a strange sence of humour) ok now lets change the writing  cheesy!!!!  YAY ME!!!!!!! i think i did that differently tho to the way were were shown it came up with go to link add change or remove :S i think ill have another go i hate computers and technology!!!!    i think i still need a pracice will post again tomorrow before i go work after a bit f practce practice makes perfect !! :D xxx

2nd day in

Wow !!!!! It's been an interesting first two days, learnt lots of new stuff, got very confused and had to get used to getting up at seven again!!!!. it very odd walking into a room of new faces and not knowing no one but everyones really friendly, including the teachers so all is good!!!.